Nov 17, 2004
so kiss me like you did

ugh...im just sooo confused! i have just so many mixed feelings right now and its driving me crazy...=( hopefully things will get better and this confusion will stop and i can just live my life withought all of this...this just breaks my heart to know that either way prolly not gonna be happy and there will always be that place in my heart wondering if made the right choices and if my life would be better if i hadn't made them in the first place...

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HASH(0x8b99838)
SWEET TEEN!!! Yes you are a teenager mmmm from 13
- 19 quite a little rebel haha just kidding...
You think as a teenager, you see everything
quite simple, soon you will realize it is not
that simple. In my opinion you look at things
in a very beautiful way. =)


. What is you inner age?
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tbs
Youre Taking back Sunday's WHERE YOU WANT TO BE.
Passionate and emo-licious, youre not afraid to
speak your mind. You know what you want and you
like to say it...LOUD.


What album are you?
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HASH(0x8b12fd8)
You're "Cheerleader". You love
cheerleading, Le Girl magazine, and looking so
good! You are popular and the leader of Teen
Girl Squad.


Which Member of Teen Girl Squad are you?
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HASH(0x8b15824)
Cotton Candy- Babe your a sweetheart and your
extremely nice you've got friends a plenty that
love you cause your addictive :)


JUNK FOOD QUIZ! What junk best decribes you?
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Seem to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin

[I'm melting, I'm melting]
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while

And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Even though each other
Trust these words are stowed
My cuts are healing
Learning how to love

I'm melting [I'm melting]
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
[Stay with me lay with me now]

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'd ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our hands
I'll stay in bed and just make love that's all
Just stay with me now

I'm melting [I'm melting]
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting

In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
[Stay with me, lay with me]

In your eyes
Lets sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes [I'm melting in your eyes]
Lets leave down the the sunburns of
I'm melting in your eyes

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.

Like I fell, you can tell.
By the way I move into my head.
Do you think that it's me?
Or it's not me I don't even care.
I'm alive.
I swear I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
I feel pain.
I feel

Just look at me. Look at me now.
[I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake].
Just look at me. Look at me now.
[I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake].

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
I sleep, I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I need something average
Someone please just give me
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can't laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Predenting I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
Eyes closed so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Predenting I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
and it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

If we cut out the bed
Well then we’d have nothing left
Like I cut up your mouth
The night I stuffed it all in
And you lied to the angels
Said I stabbed you to death
If we go at the same time
Now clean up the mess

I lost my head
You couldn’t come
This loss to my brain almost feels like a gun

Watch you bite into the bottle
Watch me kick out the chair
Let you chew up the glass
And laughed at you just on air
I had thought of those petals so perfectly pure
Then I thought of your petals
And the abuse they’ve been through

I lost my head
You couldn’t come
This loss to my brain almost feels like a gun
You lost your head
I couldn’t come
This loss to my brain almost feels like a gun
Whoa whoa

I told the angels
Cant stay in heaven
I asked the devil
If we cut out the bed well then we’d have nothing left
Like I cut up your angels
Yeah you stabbed me to death

I lost my head
You couldn’t come
This loss to my brain almost feels like a gun
You lost your head
I couldn’t come
This loss to my brain almost feels just like a gun

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm lying to myself
And this dagger's my excuse
I'm apalled
I Should have paid up
And I left an hour late
I was laid up

I must abuse myself
I'm against all that I've made up
Set in stone the sun will come
And I hate light
You know I hate light
Dont make it look so pretty burning

Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

I must have caught something
In the heat of all these dances
I'm a worm with no more chances
And I've lost all doubt
In a chemical romance

I guess I'm bitching
At the thoughts of tarnished hope
It's kind of funny
The only feeling
I'm not in love
You know it's not love
Don't make it look so pretty burning

Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

Brothers and sisters
I'm right here with you
Cause everyone's got one
I started to kill me
I'm so apathetic in my resentment
Living, loving, knowing this... in my resentment

Take my hand [x8]
Take my life
Take my heart take my mind
Take my life take my life

Burn the sun burn the lights
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand take my life
Take take take take take take it away
Burn the signs burn the lights
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand take my life
Take my life
Take my life
Take my life

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

This poison's my intoxication
I broke a needle off in my skin
Pick the scabs and pick the bleeding
And assume that it was all in vein
Popping a scab that's never healing
It just hit me in the face
Burning bridges, So misleading
The poison's more important now with the pain

Let it bleed
Take the red for what it's worth woah
Watch the fire
Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying you might wanna sing

The fire department couldn't drown the city
They didn't even try to wash it clean
And what did you think that I was sober?
For me yea cause I'm on fucking fire
Popping a scab that's never healing
I'm proud that I kept this clean
The most that I can do for you is keep on lying
I'm tired of lying I think I'd rather sin

Let it bleed
Take the red for what it's worth woah
Watch the fire
Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying you might wanna sing!

Ohoh you might wanna sing
Ahaha you might wanna sing
Hahah you might wanna sing
Hahahaha sing!
You might wanna sing!
You might wanna sing!
You might wanna sing or scream at...

This poison's my intoxication
I broke a needle off in my skin
Pick the scabs and pick the bleeding
And yeah.. assume that it was all in vein

Let it bleed
Take the red for what it's worth, woah
Watch the fire
I'mma fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying
If you feel like dying
If you feel like dying, You might wanna sing
Hahaha You might wanna sing
Haha You might wanna sing

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So let me take this medicine
to quench my love for violent things.
My strong tounge will
be like a bullet laced in anger
as the razor cuts the soft spot on your heel.

(It's back) It's getting slower.
(This war) It's getting harder
to fight by myself.
(This place) A bitter fashion.
(Ripped out) this shield that I have.
Tears rain from above.

Do you see the life I lead?

So follow me into the sun
and I will bleed the poision dry.

These bayonet scars never seize
to blind the light shed from the beast
and all we do is hate.

(Passion) from constant visions.
(Angels) A round of useless
good has lost its heart.

Do you see the life I lead?

So follow me into the sun
and i will bleed the posion dry.

For you [x2]
(For you!) [x3]

Bite to break skin.
Don't give the secret.
My soul with change.
Paint it with passion.
The Phoenix will die
inside the firestorm.
I am the son.
Follow my footsteps. [x2]

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Rest in peace girl, your death is such a shame.
The paper said a bullet got in your way.
But, I smell foul play, possible poisoning, I had to bring you in for questioning.
I went to your grave, dug up your body.
Brought it to my house, where you lay.

So let’s play doctor babe, we’ll operate today.
Incisions must be made. You could help solve this case, for me.

I headed downtown, to share what I had found.
It’s not a suicide, it’s a crime.
I have a witness, it’s clearly evident,
There had to be someone else present,
After time of death.
Poisons in stomach, how could she pull it if she’s dead?

So let’s play doctor babe, we’ll operate today.
Incisions must be made. You could help solve this case.
We need a scalpel now, under white lights you lay.
We’ve got to hurry up, before the flesh decays away.

I’ll catch the murderer and send him away.
I’ll get the evidence from your last day.

So let’s play doctor babe, we’ll operate today.
Incisions must be made. You could help solve this case.
We need a scalpel now, under white lights you lay.
We’ve got to hurry up, before the flesh decays away.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
Put these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
are you and I gone?

*Chorus*
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

(Repeat 2x)
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.

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