ugh...im just sooo confused! i have just so many mixed feelings right now and its driving me crazy...=( hopefully things will get better and this confusion will stop and i can just live my life withought all of this...this just breaks my heart to know that either way prolly not gonna be happy and there will always be that place in my heart wondering if made the right choices and if my life would be better if i hadn't made them in the first place...